ANGEL

August 18th, 2008 by ivyscruz

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Have I known you forever

Or, truly, have not?

Whatsoever the answer

Should we care or should we not?

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For in the nick of time

You’ve saved me - lead back to life!

In my darkest of nights

When this whole world forgot.

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Oh sure I was calloused

And undeniably numb…

Even kindness, I guess,

Couldn’t cut through like knives.

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But you’re one sent from heaven

And cared deeply enough.

Shall I call you my angel?

Or nothing less than that?

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yvetteauroredecroix

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For Lisa

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NO GOODBYES

March 10th, 2007 by ivyscruz

Cherry_blossomsBehind these doors I’d walk away

My feet won’t brush the floor.

Beneath the frowns shine wicked smiles

Adios! I’m here no more.

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Wave ardently if that’s their wish…

They’d squeeze me till I limp.

But I’m through with sugar-coated bile

And days of whine and mimes.

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Spin around - the winter’s old and done

By five I am forever gone.

Don’t start to cry, just read my mind –

For  us    there’s    no  goodbyes!

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For my dear Ate Cheryl

MEND

January 1st, 2007 by ivyscruz

Picture1_404 Like a  sudden  lightning

That strikes and disappears;

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A blinding spark that mellows

Into  a  dark  souvenir.

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Just like rain you came swiftly

Like  a  thief  in  the night.

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Then  vanished  forever…

All! But  puddles  in  sight.

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                    -yvetteauroredecroix’06-

LONGING

September 4th, 2006 by ivyscruz

Ivy1_087_1I would move these oars, pull to sail away -

To the open seas…

Just to be with thee!

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If I’d spread my wings, fly and glide as vast -

As the eye can see…

Can I be with thee?

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Shall I brave the night, travel far and wide -

Till the morning glee…

So I could reach thee?

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But my Dad, if these wouldn’t set you free -

Then I’d stay and wait…

Wait till I meet thee!

                                         -yvetteauroredecroix’06-

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To Fernan.

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SEPTEMBER BORN

September 3rd, 2006 by ivyscruz

800pxbirthday_candlesI browsed my list and found a few…

Oh gosh, this can’t be true!

September’s here, your birthday’s near!

What could I give to you?

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Another year waits at the bend…

Just days left to unfold.

I’ve felt though you’re quite sober there,

Didn’t speak quite like before.

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Guess that’s alright, I understand…

Some changes can’t be barred.

Like how your age turns thirty-four

While mine’s still twenty-five!  [LOL]

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But seriously, don’t miss the fun -

This day comes only once!

And if I’ve got one thing to wrap

I’d send the Cali sun!

                                   -yvetteauroredecroix’06-

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For Dell

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LIVE EACH DAY

September 2nd, 2006 by ivyscruz

Picture1_326_2 Moments…

Seasons…

Oh how they come and go!

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Capricious.

Peculiar.

With swift, unsteady flow.

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Come rain…

Or shine…

Set sail. Enjoy the show!

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For when they’d stop

And disappear?

You simply never know.

                  yvetteauroredecroix’06

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(Passing Clouds. Taken along Hwy-18 on my way to work quite a few months ago. How they changed the landscape for a time or encouraged a swell of individual moods and interpretations had simply inspired me. Indeed, each moment is a moment like no other. Don’t wait too long and just catch it while you can. While you still can!)

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IF THE SHOE FITS

September 2nd, 2006 by ivyscruz

Picture1_389 I’d wear all white

Walk down the aisle

And say my vows

Before a crowd.

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Then true love’s kiss

Shall touch my lips

Sweet heaven’s bliss

On faithful wings.

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And from that day

This life we’d share

To hold… and care

Through sun or rain.

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Oh dear, my groom!

My one delight

I’d take this plight

With earnest might.

    yvetteauroredecroix’06

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SUNDOWN

September 2nd, 2006 by ivyscruz

Picture1_372 When thick clouds start

To occupy the space

And darkness builds up

Like an endless maze…

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The north winds blow

Even time runs slow

God knows I am here

To stay till the morrow.

                                                               yvetteauroredecroix’06

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BORED

September 2nd, 2006 by ivyscruz

Picture1_075 Lying at my side,

Eyes are staring wide.

Thousand thoughts went by,

Nothing stirred my mind.

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How i envied those

Moving hands of time,

Round and round they go,

I was left behind.

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So in silence, I’ve

Kissed the day goodnight

Hope my new day comes -

And spirit’s flying high!

                   yvetteauroredecroix’06

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ODE TO INNOCENCE

September 2nd, 2006 by ivyscruz

7258739212768lI came from the smell of the rain-drenched earth in May, from Tatang’s red swivel chair perched in the open terrace of mom’s ancestral place;

I came from the mightiest paper boats and strings of rubber bands, from clay pots, cardboard dolls, bahay-bahayan in our neighborhood’s vacant spot;

I came from the heart-pounding stories about tiyanak and aswang - we so much loved to hear when the moon was full and bright;

I came from daddy’s old metal toolbox, his proud racer bike forever resting on their bedroom wall, from the tea-colored pages of his beloved book of folk tales and songs I clearly do recall;

I came from the very early morning horn of the magpa-pandesal, from the sharp sound of a silver spoon swirling the glass that Inang makes her coffee from;

Babyme_1 I came from chasing yellow and blue dragon flies, countless of them clouding those November skies, from the tall talahib grass that gashed me more than twice, and dark gumamela leaves unsparingly picked and sliced;

I came from the mossy waters of the illustrious Valdefuente, from the almost endless mountain roads to Cagayan that mom, dad and I used to climb;

I came from soaring saranggola in summertime, from the rolling meadows parched by the searing sun; I came from the clusters of bushy mango trees, and mounds of anthills amidst the lazy field;

I came from kissing the elders’ hands each Sunday after church, and from the loudly spoken prayers at bedtime every single night;

I came from the most authentic care of my gentlest aunt Conching, and from the sweetest laughters of my cousins while at play;

These are the treasured memories of my childhood home, the happiest place one day I’d return.

                                                                             -yvetteauroredecroix’06-

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